how do you keep what you love right now the same while you're trying to get back to how you used to be? How do you get the best of both? How do you get back to the old you? I mean. It's not like i'm not the same person. at all really. sometimes i just look around and think, "I wonder how that person is" when before i would know. i don't talk to so many people nowadays that used to be such a huge part of my life. So mnay things that i used to long and wish and want so badly...that I don't anymore. That I simply don't even think about.

talk later have to go

She's only 15. A young woman to the world but still a little girl at heart. She's stuck in the middle, trying to act her age & have fun at the same time. She's trying to achieve her goals but not get too stressed. She's trying to fall in love while trying to be independent at the same time. Learning to fly out into the world on her own while deep down inside she just wants her daddy's arms wrapped around her. She's trying to smile through it all, even through the pain. She's seen her friends & family get hurt & she's even seen some of them die but she keeps her faith in God. She can't wait to grow up but, in a way, she's already there. She's only 15. so young, but not.

There are people in your life that you can trust forever.
Tell them anything & they won't tell a soul ever.
As long as they are with you, you're happy as can be.
Whenever your life goes downhill, their friendship is that loving key.
I've never had anyone that cared so much,
In your heart is where you hold that special touch.
I hope that you realize what you mean to me,
as long as I know you, best friends forever we will be